The sea in my old drawer Panic

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A song I listened to a lot when I was depressed

Often I still remember and come to listen

​in my sea
​Deep sorrow and vain worries
​It's a whirlwind
​on that sea
​the cold of the world blowing
​freeze my heart
​Sometimes when I'm tired of crying alone
​If I close my eyes and fall asleep
​my sea in that quiet place
​Come down heavy and look at me
​am i so stupid
​Haven't you grown an inch?
​that childhood laugh
​did you just lose
​in my shabby world
​Memories left in ruins
​I couldn't let go
​part of my life
​When I was young, I went without end
​Tired, kneeling sea
​Digging in very fine sand in the old days
​Now a deep scar on the sand
​You and I, who were happy and loved
​There are many dreams that made me laugh just thinking about it
​All of that in that big wave
​I left myself and went somewhere
​don't come back anymore
​I'm too small in front of the sea
​Wipe the flowing tears with both hands and fists
​I've had many dreams, but now I can't
​I'm afraid to see me, so just hold on
​What I was looking at then maybe
​I can't see it, but I still close my eyes
​The deep sea in my old drawer
​Now close your eyes and close them again
​Sometimes when I'm tired of crying alone
​If I close my eyes and fall asleep
​my sea in that quiet place
​Come down heavy and look at me
​am i so stupid
​Haven't you grown an inch?
​that childhood laugh
​did you just lose
​in my shabby world
​Memories left in ruins
​I couldn't let go
​part of my life
​When I was young, I went without end
​Tired, kneeling sea
​Digging in very fine sand in the old days
​Now a deep scar on the sand
​You and I, who were happy and loved
​There are many dreams that made me laugh just thinking about it
​All of that in that big wave
​I left myself and went somewhere
​don't come back anymore
​I'm too small in front of the sea
​Wipe the flowing tears with both hands and fists
​I've had many dreams, but now I can't

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