When you tell your friend that " I am a horrible person. "
If they response like this. You will realize there is someone who always there who supports you and give positive vibes. You will realize you may look horrible to other people but there are people who always looks up to you and acknowledge your good deeds. You might do something wrong but I know you are doing your best to avoid and learn from that bad deeds!!
If you make a mistake it doesn't make you a horrible person !! Sometime listen to your friend they will accompany you and help you to a better person..